Wraping up this week... its kinda horrible.
Why do friends always fight so much? Who are your true friends? Betrayal and backstabbing occuring everynow and then...I just want all of these to stop and start over. Back when we were just Sec 1 students. Where we were all lost in this new school, and only had each other for support. Sure my lower Sec life wasn't that good, but so does my upper sec life. All stinks. Guys, if ur reading this now, please remember all the good times we shared since we met each other. Sure there were bad times, but the good times were dope as hell! Now we are talking foul about each other, it doesn't match up to our memories that we share. Sure we get into fights every now and then, but not till one of us rages and have trust issues anymore. I've been there, it isn't pretty. My immaturity caused trouble for u guys too, and im grateful for getting us back together. So now it's my turn to do the same for all of u!
Going back to study life, its getting tougher and tougher. Its really feels like hell when u know that ur major exam is coming up anf you're totally unprepared for it. I'm counting on alot of people to help me get through this. Hope u continue teaching me!
Love... isn't really on my to-do list these few days. But looking for that person that truly understands you... I think I may have found one, but my mind may get distracted should I think bout her. Yes, true in the past there was this one girl that I could count on to cheer me up and vice versa, but thanks to me she's gone. Shes a sweet girl u know? But... I guess we men have our flaws. Nvm.. its too late anyway. This new friend who so far always listens and looks out for me, and I hope to do the same for her. We are friends, but close friends. Hope she doesn't take it the wrong way. She's one of thepeople I look up and respect. Actually, I respect a lot of people. People whom im close to, I generally will learn something valuable from them. Even if it's something small like being a gentleman, I would always and forever look up to them as my idols. She had it too. Learnt that even though we were not together for long, we had a bond for over 4 years, and that made it all the more special. Hope ur doing great.
Im tired.... tired of all these things happening. I locked my goal to become a weapon engineer, but if I do that the only place I can work in is in the army. I need an alternative... life.. really stinks
