Worst times and Help

Hey guys Raylamence back here.

I know I have not been updating in a while, as school and my personal life has been really messed up these few days, so I thought I should share them with you guys.

So me and my best friends broke up our 3 year friendship over an argument they still don't understand. They think I'm angry at them for them kicking me out of WGT, but honestly I don't give a shit about it. I'm angry at them because they kept me in the dark of me not able to sing and rap for 3 years since the day we met. Thanks to WGT, they have finally opened my eyes and shown me what lies they have been feeding me all these years. If only they told me those 5 words 3 years ago, and actually understand why I'm pissed off at them, we wouldn't be in the situation today where we are cursing words and insulting each other everytime we see each other. If I couldn't even trust them to tell me the truth about something so simple about this, then how am I supposed to trust them in the future with my life?? Before our conflict, I actually trusted them with my life and everything , but yet they lied to me about this. They tell stories to me that happen to contradict each other most of the time, so I really don't know who to trust anymore. Now I can barely trust anyone because of the incident. What should I do?

So to all my readers who are experts in crushes, I would like your opinion on something. Let's say you have a girlfriend but the girl who have a on you doesn't give up and continues to mention your name in front of her friends, making them about to erupt with rage? This makes it harder and worse to hang out with them (My group of juniors) . When I do hang out with them and talk to her, she will blab all day about me to them on how I talked to her , when I hang out with them but I don't talk to her, she will blab on how I didn't talk to her , if I don't hang out with them , they will come find me and she will go on and on and on again. So what should I do? I don't want anyone to rage from irritation, ( And I do too rage as well) from this ridiculous back and forth.

Now that we got the depressing stuff out of the way, lets go on to interests. I honestly have an interest to learn anything, just give me the time and opportunity and I will learn it to the best of my ability. Trying out piano and dancing these few days, as well as starting to learn cooking by the December holidays. So now I would like to know what you guys are learning now, so I could be like you guys and maybe we could learn together :D

To my EHM who may be reading this now, this is the super long paragraph I mentioned when we were talking earlier. Ha-ha, so now I expect a paragraph dedicated to me as well :D I LIKE TRAINS DALALALALLALALALA~

To my blogger friend whose birthday have passed, I'm really sorry that I couldn't send a text or contact you. Don't worry I haven't forgotten u, but the incidents that occurred took my time and attention away from your special date :x Don't worry, I got something for u as well. :D I'll chat and meet up with u soon after I manage to bring the situation into control. Hope to see you soon :) I miss our retarded but meaningful chats before :x

Well, I'm hoping to hear you guys on your opinions, and I'll be back next month. Ray logging out ~

Emotions

Hey guys Raylamence back here.

And now I'm on the highway to hell. So to all my friends out there who are watching this, if u THINK u can make it, don't do it. I didn't manage to get a cab, and now in the bus to NUS which is probably gonna take an hour to reach.... Don't attend anything if something big is further later in the day :(

My r/s with my gf so far is sailing smooth, although I've made 2 girls hurt already with my attachment. And now one is crying saying that she so t give me up and all those crap. I don't want to hurt other girls at all, but how am I supposed to cheer them up? After all I am the cause for her depression zzzz

And to my special blogger friend reading this, its fine and all but Ur upset? Wow haha I'm touched, oh wait no this makes me sound like a douchebag. Let's just say when the moment comes, you'll find out :)

My team didn't make it for WGT ! Sad haha, but my bro Ismael did, and from now I'm really cheering him on. He got the balls to rap alone, and we helped each other to gain strength and confidence. I gotta go, a problem concerning the crying girl came up, bye guys! Think of the future!!!

Life

How long has it been since the last time I posted??
Hi guys, Raylamence back her for another blog with interesting stories to share!

From my previous posts, I commented that I would be single as long as I can, well I didn't make that promise, but since we just argued a couple of hours ago, it's not turning out well >< Hopefully ,y message got through... Well that sucks.... Just do not try to joke with a girl till the point you or her can hang up the phone, if not disaster is sure to follow ><

Sports take place all the time, which includes P.E. lessons, but it`s where accidents take place as well. During P.E. , I caused my friend`s arm to have a fracture while playing a game. Apparently he ran backwards into a steel badminton post and fell, causing the fracture. Now u might be thinking , `So y didn't u stop him ?? Omg u are like so bad` Well hey I tried to warn him, as I saw it coming from a mile away, but I was laughing at him running backwards so hard that I couldn't say it out in time, so don't judge me dick >< I'll be the lookout for danger guy next time geez

Auditions are also hot in my school now for ``Whitley`s got Talent``. But during the audition we stood there like dummies and sung, so no movement took place, therefore giving us a bad chance to make it to perform for teachers day. Hopefully we can get in, if we do, we will work hard non-stop practicing dance moves to keep up the expectations the teachers expect, if we make through anyway....

Well these stories show that since I am working hard to what I want to  achieve , so if I can do it, u can too! Raylamence, signing off