Worst times and Help

Hey guys Raylamence back here.

I know I have not been updating in a while, as school and my personal life has been really messed up these few days, so I thought I should share them with you guys.

So me and my best friends broke up our 3 year friendship over an argument they still don't understand. They think I'm angry at them for them kicking me out of WGT, but honestly I don't give a shit about it. I'm angry at them because they kept me in the dark of me not able to sing and rap for 3 years since the day we met. Thanks to WGT, they have finally opened my eyes and shown me what lies they have been feeding me all these years. If only they told me those 5 words 3 years ago, and actually understand why I'm pissed off at them, we wouldn't be in the situation today where we are cursing words and insulting each other everytime we see each other. If I couldn't even trust them to tell me the truth about something so simple about this, then how am I supposed to trust them in the future with my life?? Before our conflict, I actually trusted them with my life and everything , but yet they lied to me about this. They tell stories to me that happen to contradict each other most of the time, so I really don't know who to trust anymore. Now I can barely trust anyone because of the incident. What should I do?

So to all my readers who are experts in crushes, I would like your opinion on something. Let's say you have a girlfriend but the girl who have a on you doesn't give up and continues to mention your name in front of her friends, making them about to erupt with rage? This makes it harder and worse to hang out with them (My group of juniors) . When I do hang out with them and talk to her, she will blab all day about me to them on how I talked to her , when I hang out with them but I don't talk to her, she will blab on how I didn't talk to her , if I don't hang out with them , they will come find me and she will go on and on and on again. So what should I do? I don't want anyone to rage from irritation, ( And I do too rage as well) from this ridiculous back and forth.

Now that we got the depressing stuff out of the way, lets go on to interests. I honestly have an interest to learn anything, just give me the time and opportunity and I will learn it to the best of my ability. Trying out piano and dancing these few days, as well as starting to learn cooking by the December holidays. So now I would like to know what you guys are learning now, so I could be like you guys and maybe we could learn together :D

To my EHM who may be reading this now, this is the super long paragraph I mentioned when we were talking earlier. Ha-ha, so now I expect a paragraph dedicated to me as well :D I LIKE TRAINS DALALALALLALALALA~

To my blogger friend whose birthday have passed, I'm really sorry that I couldn't send a text or contact you. Don't worry I haven't forgotten u, but the incidents that occurred took my time and attention away from your special date :x Don't worry, I got something for u as well. :D I'll chat and meet up with u soon after I manage to bring the situation into control. Hope to see you soon :) I miss our retarded but meaningful chats before :x

Well, I'm hoping to hear you guys on your opinions, and I'll be back next month. Ray logging out ~