Life of a O level student is crazy as hell. I wonder how am I supposed to survive? Crashed with cca duties, homework, the fact that my teacher is suggesting I drop to Basic Mother tongue so I can focus more on my math, figuring out that my D&T O level is gonnna require 7 months of preparation and that is still not enough, my math teacher still not able to understand as she is the same teacher as my year before, and my Chinese is the one whom all claims to be the worst teacher for MT. Not forgetting my goal of finding a scholarship overseas and aiming for a university. My life as a human will be gone before I know as myself. I wonder how all my seniors made past this ordeal?
Anyways, its a new record fot me to cry on the second day of school due to my juniors. The fact that their problem is similar to what my seniors had. I wasnt able to protect my senior then so I didnt want to see that happening to my juniors. But I guess because of my own rashness I acted on impulse. My emotions got the best of mr and tears started forming. Eventually thr prefectorial board got to know and somehow got involved as well. Wow life is not starting out good for me.
The fact that I am caught in this unfair world make me wonder on everyone who have survived this ordeal and got to the top. How did they do it? Why can t I? Bah it gives me a headache just thinking about it.
Luckily I know that Im not alone. I still have friends who are probably having tge same mindset as me. So let us all work hard together!
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